Josh

Senuior year is finally coming to an end... this was my second to last monday of high school . That is so weird. I'm really excited to move away and go to college, but at the same time I'm going to miss all of my best friends from high school very much so. This year was the best year yet of highschool I made so many good friends and I will cherish these memories FOREVER.These next couple of weeks are going to be very busy, so please take a couple of pictures with me at highschool and make sure you cherish these memories as they last... because who knows, after highschool we might never see eachother again. As tough as that sounds, I hear about it happening everyday... I will still have the same cell number, 810-531-5141... and everyone is invited to my graduation party. I don't know the exact times yet.... but,

Josh's Graduation

Party is June 24th, 2007.

It's a Sunday and were going to have tons of people coming over and lots of really good food there. It's going to be a lot of fun, one of those events that you won't want to miss out on.

Hope to see everyone there. If you don't know where I live, then send me a message on myspace or call my cell to get directions. My cell number is, 810~531~5141

I hope everyone can come, it's going to be a blast...

and then I'm having a bonfire right after all night

long.... so if you can't make the party then make sure

you can make the bonfire!!!

Spring Break was a blast... partied with Jess Doan and Erin Hickey a lot... and so was New York City... I have a lot of new friends now and I have been hanging out with tons of new people like Gerry Nickels and Tommy from Canada. We have all been hanging out like all day long... I am qutting hollister this week because I got the coolest job ever with my best friend, Chelsea Baska. We are working at Rum Runners down town... it's on the canal and its very nice and fancy. This summer I will hopefully be making a lot of tips, I have to learn a lot for this job and memorize the whole expensive menu. Its going to be so much fun though. I finallly got a reallly good job that pays well... the atmosophere is so nice too... come visit me! It's right by Quay Street Brewery. I'm nervious about qutting Hollister and I love everyone there, its just this job is more reliable and I will be getting a lot more money. It sucks as soon as I start making really good friends, I quit and have to make all new older friends at Rum Runners. Oh well, I'm really excited and so is Chelsea. It's going to be so sweet and they have the best food ever. Senior year will be over for me on May 25th... wow that is coming up pretty quick... better pass out some more senior pics and junk haha. Well I decided I actually have a life and probably won't be updating this much anymore but feel free to comment on my site, and leaving me updates on how everyone has been. I have a crush... and I am very tan... oh and on Friday I went with Chelsea and got all my hair cut off... a lot of people think it's hot.. I LIKE it : ) Call me about making plans for this summer!

Ahhh Im so confused.. why can't CERTAIN people call me effin more... call me all day I wont care... damn it.

Things seem so diffrent now... ... ...

Only one day until New York City... I have to pack tonight because I work tommorow from 6 ~ 11 after school and then I'm leaving early Wednesday morning. I am so excited. I have always wanted to go. I love Detroit with all my heart and Chicago so I'm thinking I'm going to REALLY love and enjoy New York City soooo much I'm going to miss Chelsea so much this week, then I'm coming home for a week and then I'm going to Florida for all of spring break... it's going to rock. Florida is only in twenty days... I'm going to shop a lot, buy a lot, party a lot, hang out with my sweet relatives and I get to see my best friend Jessica Doan... I'm going to get so tan and go the beach as much as possible, we will be going out to eat like everyday and just relaxing... I seriously need this vacation so bad... can't wait guys!


ahh its so hot outtttt... love these 84 march dayz.

16 days until NYcity!

I remember everything that me and you talked about
Me and you had our whole lives planned out together (oh ohh oh ohh)
And if I could, I would, turn back the hands of time and correct all my mistakes that I ever did
But now I guess I gotta move on, right?
It's still hard and I still love you till this day
Peace

Today was fun... didnt have to work... saw Grease with Codilyn and Kristina... went to c-c's....I LOVED julia shenkar in the play... she seriously was amazing... everyone did very well. I was smiling and laughing through out the whole entire thing, I was very impressed.... now I'm home and watching CSI and about to get ready to pack for Ferris State University.... my school of choice.... my mom and me are going to check out ferris tommorow right after school... were driving straihgt there... its on the complete other side of the state... and then were staying in a hotel at the holiday inn on campus and then the next day were waking up early and doing fun stuff and getting a tour of the campus... I can't wait because that's where I'm going and will be living next year... it's going to be sweet!!!!!!

Thursday March 01, 2007....
My car is still not fixed from the car accident and it's really starting to piss me off..... We need a rear axel panell and can not find it anywhere. So until we find it, I won't have a car. In the mean time, I'm making my friends drive me around everywhere and I think they are starting to get annoyed by it, I sure am. I am really pumped about Ferris State University next year and I am happy that I found some friends from school that are going, it will be weird to move out and not live at home and more and not have a curfew or anything anymore. I am going in to resort managment, it's going to be sweet. Lately I have been really sick, I don't know what's wrong but I can tell that something is, my stomach hurts 24/7, my throat kills and I'm having hot flashes haha. I hope I hang out with some people this weekend. Katie has mono, I hope I dont get it. But I could see how it could be a possibility. This summer is going to be so much fun, but I'm going to miss everyone from school like Chelsea L. Baska.


Friday March 09, 2007...

For lunch Chelsea and me went over to her house and had macaroni and cheese and grilled cheese. It was really good... she and me have been hanging out a lot lately anyways....Tonight should be fun... Codilyn and me are going to work out at the Thomas Edison Inn and we might go see the play Grease as well at school... it should be fun and then tommrow I have a call in at work to see if I have to work but hopefully I don't have to so then I can hang out with Katie... tommorow night Katie and me are hanging out, who knows what were going to do but I'm sure it will be a blast! Carissa is a fucking dooshbag and pisses the hell out of me, I tell her stuff that's personal and then she uses it against me. She irritates the hell out of me, and I am very happy that she has a boyfriend so then she won't be calling me all of the time. She and me got in a huge fight and we were talking about things last week but I guess now nothing is going to work out... but that's okay because I don't need her as much as I think I do. She treats me like shit anyways, and is nothing like me... like I love abercrombie and fitch, but yet she like never wears it... and like I like to have fun and she likes to work out... it just wouldnt work out for obvious reasons lmao. Anyways I hope that tonights going to be fun!!! I have to go and get ready. I'm sick of Carissa fucking hurting me. It pisses the hell out of me. I reallllllly do NOT need her as much as I think I do, shes a fucking drama queen that has no life that has a diffrent guy every other week.


Saturday March 10, 2007...

Only 17 days and four hours until New York City!!!! I can't wait I have always dreamed of going : ) I'm so happy that I'm going and that I don't have to stay home with all the stupid band people that arnt going.... I'm really happy that I'm going... it's going to be a sweet road trip and I'm excited because so many of my close friends are going and because I have pretty much the best room mates ever... I'm going to try to take lots of pictures!!!!! Anyways I have the flu and it sucks becasuse I woke up at seven today and have been barfing ever since... ugh I hate the flu!! What the hell I got my flu shot this year too at Kroger, I just thought of that... I want my money back... call me guys if you wanna do something next week... car still isnt completly fixed..... thank god Carissa is out of my life... I don't need to deal with her drama anymore : )

I'm single and have been for sometime. If you think it's because I can't get a girlfriend, that's not the case. I choose to be single because I like it very much....

100 TRUTHS
1. real name - Josh
2. nickname → JR OR Jay
3. single or taken →Single
4. zodiac sign →Virgo
5. male or female → male
6. elementary → thomas edison elem.
7. middle → fort gratiot middle school
8. high → port huron northern highschool
9. eye color→ poop brown
10. hair color: brownish
11. long or short → short
15. are you health freak→ no, but i would be pissed if i got fat
16. height → 5' 10
17. do you have a crush on someone → yeah kind of
18. do you like yourself → most of the time when im not making stupid mistakes
19. piercings → left nipple
20. tattoos → none.. yet!
21. righty or lefty → Righty for most things haha but left for some ;)

FIRSTS
22. first surgery → eye
23. first piercing → nipple
24. first best friend(s) → mandy everitt megan minard ross thomas trevor roesch
25. first award→ beats me that was a long time ago.. haha reading?
26. first sport → soccer or tennis
27. First pet → rex... yellow lab
28. first vacation → beats me i have been all over the place
29. first love → my dog rex

CURRENTLY :
49. eating → chips
50. drinking →nothing at the moment
52. i'm about to→ take a nap, and then get ready for tonighttt
53. listening to → nickelback haha
55. waiting for → people to call my cell bout tonight
57. wearing → jeans boxers shoes socks hollister zip up hoodie spiked belt... little bit of hair spray haha and umm jacket and under tee


YOUR FUTURE :
58. want kids?→ no
59. want to get married?→ hell yeah
60. career? → resort manager

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :
68. lips or eyes? → eyes
69. hugs or kisses → kisses
70. shorter or taller → eithor or doesnt really matter
72. romantic or spontaneous? a little bit of both ;)
73. nice stomach or nice arms? → stomach
75. hook-up or relationship? → hook- up
77. trouble maker or hesitant? trouble maker


HAVE YOU EVER :
78. kissed a stranger → yeah
79. drank bubbles → yeah.. sick
80. lost glasses/contacts → haha many times
81. ran away from home → nope
82. broken any bones → yeah my wrist in like fifth or fourth grade it sucked having a cast on all summer but oh well i went swimming with a trash bag over it lmao that didnt work out too well
84. broken someone's heart → yeahhh
85. been arrested → no... but i got to ride in the back of a police car haha lmao
86. turned someone down → yes
87. cried when someone died → Yes
88. liked a friend --> yeah


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. yourself→ Yes
90. miracles-> Yes
91. love at first sight → yes deffiently
92. heaven → yeah
93. Santa clause → yeah
94. sex on the first date → yeah
95. kissing on the first date → yeah
96. angels → yeah believe in guardian angels too trust me i got one

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
97. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now?
Yeah lots

98.What's something your sick of? being sick and not finding that special someone but oh well single aint all that bad.. waiting for ferris also

99. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? No

100. Do you believe in God? yeah


Post as 100 truths biatches






Thompson

when will we let this die

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whats your name spelt backwards?: Auhsoj
What did you do last night?: Worked
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: Aim again
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: Nope
Last time you swam in a pool?: Ummm I can't even remember
What are you wearing?: Hollister hoodie, ripped Jeans, boxers, and I love party girls tee from ae
How many cars have you owned?: Three
Type of music you dislike most?: Folk
Are you registered to vote?: Nope not yet
Do you have cable?: Yeah
What kind of computer do you use?: Gateway... Mag Inndivison... black n silver
Ever made a prank phone call?: Haha yeah
You like anyone right now?: Nope
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: Sky diving
Furthest place you ever traveled?: Maine
What's your favorite comic strip?: Jumpstart and ummm blondie
Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: Yeah
Shower, morning or night?: Morning mostly
Best movie you've seen in the past month?: Texas Chain Saw Massacre... the beginning.. scray haha but that's why I love it, because it gets you thinking... what if...
Favorite pizza toppings?: Everything
Chips or popcorn?: Chips
What cell phone provider do you have?: Sprint.... used to be Nextel and before the Verizon
Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: Can't say I have
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: Can't say I have
Orange Juice or apple?: Orange Juice... the Florida Kind!
Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: Chelse and Allison
favorite chocolate bar?: Three Muskateers or Kit Kat
Who is your longest friend and how long?: Jess Hughes... kindagarten
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: Summer- fallish'
Have you ever won a trophy?: Yeah
Favorite arcade game?: Ummm Pac Man duh
Ever ordered from an infomercial?: Can't say I have
Sprite or 7-UP?: Sprite
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?: Yeah all the time at Kroger... thankgod I quit
Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: haha....
Ever thrown up in public?: Yeah
Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: Both... but if it comes down to it deff... millionarie... just kidding.... TRUE LOVE.. DUH!
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yeah
SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: SPONGEBOB
Did you have long hair as a young kid?: Yeah
What message is on your voicemail machine?: It's my own made up one... hey it's Josh, I'm not here right now so leave me a message and I'll get back to you thanks!
Where would you like to go right now?: Ferris State University or Hawaii
Whats the name of your pet?: Rex, deceased though : ( ***
What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?: Jansport... red..... nothing...
What do you think about most?: Life long dreams
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Last Friday Katie and me went ice skating at Julie's with her friend{s} Celia and Kevin...and it was a lot of fun and then she and me were going to go to Detroit to go to the club... I had to be home at exactly 12:15.... so then after we left Julie's, Julie called us up and she and Celia wanted to come so we said okay and that we would wait for them at the gas station near Julie's house. After waiting at the gas station for about fourty-five minutes Julie and her friend eventually came... then they took then minutes to get ready... so finally we were on the road by 9:00' ish... we ended up getting lost on the way down and couldnt find the seven mile exit. Finally after calling the club and getting directions like three times we found it... we were only allowed to be there for a little bit though since I had to be home at 12: 15...finally at about 11: 30 I decided to try to call mom and see if she would let me go out to Denny's after bowling... because I was dumb and lied to my parents... let me tell you, I have learned that lieing to your parents is not worth it. Seriously. My mom said that I couldnt go and that I had to leave at 12: 15 soo finally I got everyone to leave and on the way home it was like 12:00 and we were still stuck in Detroit getting stopped at all of the exits... I was so mad because I knew I would be late, everyone tried getting me to stay out way later... but I wouldnt budge because I wanted to be home on time, seriously I did.

None of the following would happen as I see it, if we wernt waiting around for Julie and Celia forever,but oh well it's part of life.

Finally we hit the highway and I was going about eighty- two which isnt horrible because all of the other cars were going around the same speed... and while on the highway you gotta go with the flow of traffic.... we were going east bound I belive, and in the farthest left lane which is the fastest of all the lanes... which is also a kinda turning lane... so then all of a sudden I went over the yellow'ish line a little bit and freaked because I didnt want to hit the huge cement wall that is in between the two huge highways that are going in opposite directions. I freaked when I went over the lane which really wasnt a huge deal because people do it all the time.. literally all the time... so then I turned the real extremly fast thinking that it would help me by not hitting the wall... I didnt hit the wall but I ended up doing three to four three- sixty's in the middle of the highway... but luckily didnt hit any other cars in the process... I didnt know what was happening! One second I'm driving then the next second I can't see anything... and it's all a blur. We were going really fast at this point... the highway was on the side of a huge as hill that had woods at the bottom of the hill after an area that had no trees or anything.... with a huge subdivision behind it. All of a sudden we started going down the hill backwards... yeah that's right BACKWARDS... Holy crap that was crazy! So then while getting to the bottom of the hill I hit a huge tree and really messed up my car, but thankgod it was not totaled. Then everyone got out of the car... and Julie was throwing a huge fit and balling her eyes out acting like she was dieing or something... my mirror came off my car and literally hit me in the car. Who know's how that happend... then I started asking Katie what to do because I was freaking since I was deffinetly not supposed to be in Detroit. Only Celia was supposed to be, and I also lied to my parents. Finally I got enough balls/nervers to call my mom, so I did and then she told me she and my brother would come and pick me up... after this a car pulled over on the side of the highway because they kind of saw my lights from afar... and wondered what was going and another van pulled over as well that was a darker color that knew the people in the first van. We told them we were fine and they said they called the police, which sucked because I didnt want to call the police until my mother and brother got there... then the police came and asked if we smoked pot a million times that night, which we deff did NOT... and he also gave me a flashlight-finger drinking test... it was freaky but I dunno why since I didnt have one sip all night... thank god because that would have ruined my life in a new york minute... then he made all of us sit in the back of the police... car it sucked since Julie is obeast so offence... but because she couldnt really fit in but yeah we all had to be squooshed anyways... the most uncomfortable thing of my life... then the towing company came and I saw my car, it made me feel really bad... got a ticket for driving to fast for weather conditions... which sucks but still isnt paid for because I guess apparently as my dad said were still waiting to see if it has gotten to their office{s} yet... then the police officer dropped us off at local Kroger... go figure... and then I had to hurry and call my mom to pick me up there instead... then they showed up right away not even after being their for two minutes, thank god they could find it... and also my car was taken to an inpound lot... the next day my mom and dad went back to get my car.... and my dad ended up coming the night before... he was furious at me for lieing which I feel horrible about and also my mom was as well and Zachhh a little bit too... So I am groudned... for lieing.. and my car is really messed up and I got a ticket... ahhh that car crash was scary... I don't like driving much anymore.....

I decided I'm going to stop lieing, it's really not getting me anywhere at all in life. I'm sorry FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART to everyone I have hurt this past week and over the past couple of years.



I got a fifty point turn in POD this week.... I'm pumped, I'm very excited about that..... I'm really ocd about getting a fifty point turn in every week and never being absent for pod.... Miss Murray is so funny.

I have not been happy at Kroger... so I had a job interview at Hollister on Friday and Josh {aka the manager!!! !!! !!!} said he would call me back in a couple of days about it... if I got it or not he would still call me to let me know and to not leave me hanging... he called me that night... and I got the job! So I officaly work at Hollister... put my one week in at Kroger so then I can start at HCO as soon as possible... asap.... and Saturday is going to be my last day... I'm gooing to miss some of the people, but not getting carts of cleaning up broken jars of food or stupid bathroom check and visual checks for bathrooms and the dirty deep cleaning of the bathrooms....

I'm so excited that I got the job at Hollister!!!! I hope I make lots of new friends and maybe even find a girl. Sunday I have orientation at Kroger... so I'm pumped about that... Kelcey and Allison and me have been hanging out a lotttt with Chelsea and we have been going out to lunch lots ... good times.

Ohhh and last but least the best part, I put my application for Ferris State University a long time ago... around Novermeber ~ December'ish and got accepted... I'm so excited... I will be going there in the fall most likely... I hope I get a kick ass room mate!!!!!!!

Going through the motions pretending to be
The man you used to see in me baby
You don't want to hurt me so you play along
And it don't feel right, and it don't feel wrong
It just feels like a memory
Barely alive
When will we let it die

Things have been pretty crazy lately. I am officialy single and loving it but HATING it at the same time ... I'm spending evey day as if it's my last. I was really hurt by the way Carissa broke up with me, and I think that it's a really stupid reason why she did it.... then on Friday during school she writes me a stupid note about how she can't eat, and can't sleep because she can't stop thinking about me and how she still needs me. No... it's not going to work this way... I'm not going to let her break my heart and then a week later have her go back out with me because know one else wants to go out with her... lately I have been thinking about her though and it sucks.... and I have been thinking a lot about <3 Nicole today and I can't wait until we hang out and Nikki... she's really nice as well. I just don't know what to do anymore... none of my friends really liked Carissa that much and they all said she was a crazy bitch so I guess.... my friends will know best.... since they know me best, they are just looking out for me and want me to be happy. Which I want as well. But seriously I tried breaking up with her like two days before she broke up with me, and then she like pratically begged me to keep on going out with her and she went on and on about how much we keep on coming back for eachother and how we need eachother so much.... yeah well you know what? I don't need that... I'm not going back to her again. Sure I like her, a piece of my heart will always like her.... but I'm going to be the matture one and move on... even if it hurts.... because I just can't put my self through this drama again... I need to find someone new or fix an old relationship. I'm sick of feeling hurt. I'm sick of having my heart broken... I just need someone that I will actually be happy to go out with, when I was with Carissa, things were just weird..... and weird is not good in a relationship..... welll anyways..... enough about this....

I have been really busy and working a ton. Hanging out with friends a lot and partying like a rockstar... making memories that will last a life time... alrighty, I'm off...

Where do you run
Where do you hide
After a prmise breaks
Who'll be the one
To say goodbye
And who'll be the one to stay
When love fades

How are we gonna let go of something that's gone
Ain't it funny how a broken heart just keeps hangin' on baby
You watched me walk away
And I set you free
But I come back to you and you come back to me
I guess it beats being lonely that's the reason why
We give it one more try





Everything Always Leads To

Drinking And Fighting

Got a new sweet cell !!! So calll me... it's the same number as the old one.
...531. 5141... hit me up8-)


*Nothing lasts forever so live it up, drink it down, laugh it off, avoid the bullshit, take chances and never have regrets because at one point what you did - was what you wanted!*

*You are my every reason, every hope and every dream I've ever had...and no matter what happens to us in the future...everyday we're together, is the best day of my entire life*

*Here's to bein' single... drinkin' doubles...and seein' triple!*


NY City!! Can't wait baby!

©Carissa S. 12/16/06


I WAS SPOILED THIS YEAR FOR XMAS... LOVE FAMILY AND FRIENDS FO THAT!
CAN'T FORGET MY AWESOME NEW CD PLAYA/ STERO FOR THE CAR... BRAND new

At four o' clock I am meeting Katie at Kroger then were going to Davinci and I'm getting my nipple pierced. I am so excited... it's going to hurt so much, but imagine how sweet it's going to look!

wtf  red lobster tonight with zach and mom
no dad
cause hes hunting
im pumped
good food there
there rolls/ buns haha are am
azinggg

Here's to bein' single... drinkin' doubles...and seein' triple!

Things have been really complicated lately. Nicole and me are not talking anymore and it makes me really upset because I was actually happy with her. I never can seem to find the right person, or when I do some how I mess things up. I really just want there to be that special someone for me that will be able to make me happy in everyway. I have been working a ton and thinking about quitting because Lynz and Darlene treat me like crap... they bring all of their personal problems.. in to work... and then get all bitchy and take it out on me. It really makes me upset because I never did one thing to them. I treated them with respect since day one and then they go off and treat me horribly... ugh, but I need the money so I dunno what I'm going to do.

I finally found a date for LRT! That makes me very happy. I'm going with Marilyn... I'm hoping that were going to go with a bunch of other people because then it will be a lot of more fun.... I have gone to LRT every year. So I'm happy that I don't have to miss it my senior year... I can already tell it's going to be crazy and everyone is going to be having drama haha it's just like Laguna Beach.

I'm hoping that I did good on my ACT test, because I really would prefer to go away next year. I miss the way that I used to be, I used to be calm,fun and nice... but now I just dont give a crap about anything anymore. I'm a huge slacker and I feel as if I don't make people happy and they are always talking shit behind my back. I can't wait to go to NY CITY, it's going to be so much fun. It has always been my dream to go there..... I'm going to take tons of pictures and bring lots of money so then I can buy whatever I want. I miss hanging out with the old crew... Cash... Jess... Taylour... Mitchell... Amy...Stacey... I hope that were all going to hang out sometime soon because I miss them all very mucho. I hope hope hope hope hope I go away to college next year!

I better effin have a good time in NY city this spring....

My friend Brittany just said, ''This Tuesday is Rob's and my nine month''... I can't wait until someday when I will be able to tell someone that.... I really am going to try to win Nicole's heart back when she comes home from Florida.... I hope she bought me something when she went haha... but anyways I'm just going to try really hard to impress her and to get her over Chad.... its starting to really make me depressed how many girls are falling for Chad, what the hell does he have that I don't have? Oh well. They can have him!

Well I better get doing some POD... just thought I would fill you guys in on whats been going on and all the drama haha.... I have been hanging out with friends lot, getting my self in to trouble haha... partying... just being a normal teenager... I wanna see Saw 3 andddd Texas Chain Saw Masacre this weekend man!

what the fuck


this gernal
is gayyyyy
why do i even bother checking it


fuck that shit



you are only what you want to be.

The more I cry I THINK OF YOU, Every now an then thats all I can do.Memories and pics is all I see,but me and you will forever be..

Say what you think and do what you feel because those who matter don't mind and those who mind don't matter...

A love affair with knowledge will never end in heartbreak.

I just want to party like a rockstar, I want to take shots with all of my best friends, I want to go clubbing, my birthday is on the second day of school which is Wednesday which is September 6th 1988, I want to get fucked up. I want to take shots. I want to party hard a smoke a bowl.... I want to go to canada and meet a hot french canadian, I want the girl who I want to want me backkkkkk. I want to be in a porno!!!!! Hahahaha...... so many wants!!!!!!!!!!!!


I want to get wasted, whos having parties? I wanna go to the beachhhhhh. I love beaching it!